That my grandfather told my father, and so he gave that speech on morals, doing what is good apart what others do. Although, I don't fill fulfilled by only doing what I understand as good.
There's a kind of good people that think that the absence of evil means doing good. Well, that would be totally acceptable if we lived in a world of binary conditions. But, considering this world as a diverse, plural, non-linear nor predictable kind of world, not doing something doesn't mean you are doing its opposite.
I feel like I have been having an experience of not doing what I think is right, but still not doing what I think is wrong. I don't even have it clarified like that in my mind actually. Once I entered college I saw a writing on a wall: "take a walk on the wild side". Five years ago I was sneaking the wild side through some wholes on a high fence of which I was standing behind. Nowadays I reckon that I found a way through, took a walk on its wild side, found it meh and now I am trying to find a way back. But, is there really a way back? Was there actually some kind of fence dividing opposite sides or was it only my (once narrow) mind playing tricks on me and only showing what I could see with low effort.
I want to seize the beautiful day ahead, but I can't find a way through these fields.
